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1. How long have you known you are part of the LGBT community?

For about 6 years.

2. Was it a struggle (emotionally) for you at the beginning?

I was extremely confused at first. I was having my feelings played with when it all started, and it was the first time I had ever experienced something like that. I was afraid. Before then, I never honestly could have said I was interested in another female.

3.How did you start to discover your sexuality? (Example, thoughts, feelings…ex)

That experience, to begin with...and then over time, I began to figure out my preferences little by little. I'm still a virgin, so it was a little hard to do so. It took me a good whole 5 years to figure myself out.

4. What part of the LGBT community do you belong to? (Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, ex)


5. How long have you been out of the closet, or if your not, do you plan to be at some point?

I'm half in and half out. I tell those who I know really well and can trust, but aside from that, I just let them figure it out.

6. Does your parents/parent know, or will they ever know?

Yes, but it was not my choosing to do so.

7. Did they take it well, or do you predict that they will take it well?

They took it better than I expected, but they also say I can't be bisexual if I've never had sex and try to hook me up with a bunch of guys who aren't my type. :\

8. Would you…
a. Hold hands with a same gender partner in public?
Yes. Of course.
b. Kiss them in public?
If she'd let me? Hell yes.
c. Introduce them as 'your girl/boyfriend' to family and friends that haven't met them?
Once again, if she let me, hell yes!

9. What 3 things ANGERS THE HELL outta you about people's terrible 'opinions' about the LGBT community or certain comments, acts, ex…

1) "Bisexuality doesn't exist! You gotta pick one!" with the additional "So first, you're gonna sleep with a man because being with a man is so much better."

2) All the 'die cis scum' bullshit. I know there are cisgender individuals who can be assholes, but I'M CIS, AND I WANT TO HELP US ALL GAIN ACCEPTANCE IN THE LGBT COMMUNITY. Why does everyone have to fight over this crap?!

3) All the stereotypes. There is a beautiful mixture of us in the LGBT community, and none of the stereotypes about us are always true. We're all different individuals. That's a promise. :heart:

10. Do you like/love someone right now of the same gender?


11. If so, do they know?

I could only hope she does.

12. Have you told someone about your sexuality and they took it badly?

Surprisingly, no. However, do not forget that I have yet to tell a vast majority of my family. Aside from that, I've gained mostly acceptance for my sexuality (aside from the parents situation).

13. Are you proud of whom you are?

It's taken me this long to be HALFWAY comfortable in my own skin. I would hope to be.
1) What's your name? 
I have a few! Traffy, Pear, Sam...and my newest, Jass~

2) And do you know why you were named that? 
Well, luffypie is the one who started calling me Traffy; Mira was the one who started calling me Pear; Sam is short for my ACTUAL name, and then Jass because I am a Jasper roleplayer, and I AM AN ASSHOLE. HA HA.

3) Are you single or taken? 
Complicated stuff; not in an official relationship.

4) Any abilities or powers?
Being completely spontaneous. That and my huge media span for my artwork.

5) Stop being a Mary-Sue!
Excuse you, quiz? You're the only Mary Sue I see here. I'm fabulous.  

6) What's your eye color?

7) How about hair color? 
My hair is weird. It's this natural two-toned mess that always makes my hair look golden blonde on the ends and ashy brown at the top. I hate it.

8) Have you got any family members? 
Yep. Several. But if we're sticking with immediate family. I have a mom, a dad (my stepdad and mom's third husband), a daddy (who is my mom's first husband and the one who took the father job when my 'father' didn't), a half-brother (from mom's second husband), a step-brother, and two step-sisters (who I never see).

9) Oh? How about pets?
Cats. Two very chubby cats. Snuggle Bear (the Siamese in my gallery) and Tiger (the tabby who cuddles with me when bed time comes around). I also have a rabbit named Levi, but he's staying with my nanna.

10) That's cool, I guess.
 Now tell me something you don't like.
Work. Specifically all the shit that comes from harassment at work (by a specific coworker). And being sick. That shit's not cool.

11) Do you have any activities/hobbies you like to do?
Drawing/Painting stuff, reading stuff, writing stuff...and crafting!

12) Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
More people have hurt me than I have them, but I admit. I can be rather cold at certain points. I don't mean to be, but I feel that's when my tolerance level just disappears.

13) Ever... killed anyone before?
PF. NO. Unless you're talking about VIDEO GAMES. Yes. I have kicked ASS.

14) What kind of animal are you?

15) Name your worst habits?
...eugh. My worst...? Well. My worst is probably the skin picking with nails from hell. I've had it as a habit since I was younger, and it's been hard for me to stop (harder for me to admit). Thankfully, I'm TRYING to get out of the habit...

16) Do you look up to anyone at all? 
Of course...:heart: Not hard to guess on that one.

17) Are you gay, straight, bisexual or another sexuality?
Bisexual. Men are sexy bastards...but those ladies. Yum! Just give me both without the drama!

18) Do you go to school?
Yep! Online, currently, until I figure out the Master's Degree plans!

19) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Marriage would be nice. Kids? Maybe by adoption. My hypochondria literally has pushed me to the point that I fear having my own children. It's terrible, isn't it?

20) Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
If I do, there are few. And if there are, I don't know the vast majority of them BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOT MADE THEMSELVES KNOWN TO ME. IF YOU EXIST, LET ME EMBRACE YOU. 

21) What are you most afraid of?
Well, as mentioned above, I am a hypochondriac. My biggest fear is being rules my life.

22) What do you usually wear?
Nice jeans, baggy shirts, an oversized hoodie, and my teal shoes. As of recent, my Black Butler socks, too. XDDD

23) What's the one food that tempts you?

24) Am I annoying you?  
No. The Mary Sue thing was uncalled for, but you aren't bad.

25) It's still not over.
Okay? Cool.

26) What class are you? Lower, middle, upper?
I don't particularly know? Lower-middle? I'm pretty well off, and I live with my parents still. But we live in a mobile home because we haven't found a bigger place to move yet.

27) How many friends you have?
Enough to make me content. Always happy to have more~

28) What are your thoughts on pie? 

29) There isn't a question
--insert answer here—

Okay? *SHRUGS*

30) Favorite drink?
Tea. It is my comfort zone in a cup, thank you very much.

31) Favorite place?
On a hillside, surrounded by a starry night.

32) Are you interested in anyone?
Yes. YES. YESS!!! :heart: I am!!!!

33) How tall are you?
5'5". Pretty decent height. XD I'm taller than almost all my coworkers, if that helps.

34) Would you rather swim in a lake or ocean?

35) What's your type?   
Someone who isn't a total asshat, maybe?
No. I'm mean. I'll stop.
Really though, someone who gets me and the things I love without questioning them.
Someone who can comfort me in my darkest of days and pull me from my high peaks of anxiety.
Someone who actually loves me and can help me love myself a little more. And vice versa.

36) Any fetishes?
...biting. :heart:
I have others, but those usually stick in RPverse.

37) Seme or uke?
Most of the time, seme.
Here and there, I will be uke, but it's almost always seme.

 38) Camping or indoors?
Depends. I don't like some of the qualities of camping, but the wilderness gives me life.

 39) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Eh. I don't mind this. I love doing these things, actually!

 40) Alrighty, it's over! Now tag five people to do. 

Hello All!

I hope you are having a wonderful holiday season so far! I have decided to open up chibi requests! Whether you want something for yourself, a loved one, etc., or if you want a single character OR your OTP, go ahead and put in your request NOW while they last!

There will only be 20 spots!

1. shozurei :star:
3. arkeis-pokemon
4. 102SasuSaku
6. az-the-trash
7. zenshinibuu
8. Gear-Modus

Some Silly Questionnaire

Sun Feb 2, 2014, 8:35 PM

Tagged by :iconcelestiallucent:

What's your real name?
Samantha. But everyone knows me as Sam. :heart:

How tall are you?
5' 5" (167.64 cm)

What's your natural hair color?
Light ashy brown with some natural blonde. I have naturally two toned hair, like my mother and brother, and it tends to have a bit of an auburn tone to it when in certain light.

What's your eye color?

What's your orientation?
Bi-romantic Demisexual.

Are you single, taken or undecided?
I'm wibbly wobbly in this department.

What do you do in your spare time?
Draw, read, talk to my silly and beautiful friends, and play with my bun bun.

What's your job or occupation?
I'm currently a student, hoping to one day get a doctorate's degree and become an art psychologist.

What do you like about yourself?
My artwork, my ability to help others with their problems, my patience with others, and my kindness.

What do you dislike about yourself?
The fact that I hold grudges, the way I look, my anxiety, the fact that I'm a pushover, and my shyness.

What did your friends notice about you when they first met you?
I think it would be my quirkiness. I have this gravitational pull towards others who have a lot in common with me, and I tend to get rather silly in the process.

What is your belief/religion if you believe in anything at all?
I am a Pantheist with a lot of individual beliefs that are all over the place. I'd rather not go into details.

Do you drink?
Every now and then, a drink is nice.

Do you smoke?
HELL. NO. Never will. I've seen what smoking does to people, and the last thing I want is to have such a disgusting addiction taking over and running my life.

What are your major fears?
Disappointing my family, drowning, being poisoned (I'm a severe hypochondriac, so anything involving injury goes here), failing out of school, losing my morals and who I am.

Do you have any dreams or goals?
I want to make a change in the world...I want to become someone that people admire and look to for guidance. I want to bring happiness to those who deserve it the most.

Have you ever had a crush or an ex?
I have both.

Who're your best buddies?

:iconluffypie: My best and most wonderful friend on the entire planet. :heart: 
:iconkiroji: She's been like family to me, and I appreciate all she's done for me.
:iconrach478: :iconcelestiallucent: :iconcookieflavoured: New friends of mine who tend to be such magnificent sweethearts.

What's your favorite food?
It's a tie between sushi and pasta with alfredo sauce.

What's your favorite drink?

What's your favorite color?
Lime Green

If you had a super power, what would it be?

What's your favorite movie?
Howl's Moving Castle.
What's your least favorite food?
Onion. I literally cannot stomach anything with onions in it. I can tell when there is onion in anything I eat, because I have an instantaneous gag reflex that has an onion radar.

What's the last meal you want before you die?
A tray of garden state roll sushi, filet mignon, my mom's mashed potatoes, and the creamiest macaroni and cheese I could ever find.

What do you drive and what would you really like to drive?
I drive a Ford Ranger. It's a wonderful little truck. I would really like to have a Prius one day, though, even if it is a small car and it would take me forever to get used to.

What is your most disliked bug?
It's a tie between spiders and june bugs.

What pet peeves do you dislike the most?
Being mocked. Literally, my temper is set afire like a match in gasoline once someone mocks what I say or what I stand for.

Whoever wants to do this, I tag you.

Loki-Hiddleston Secret Cupid Wishlist

Fri Jan 10, 2014, 9:26 PM

Alright! Hello, my Secret Cupid! If you are reading this, this is what I want for my request!

If you would be alright with doing ANY characters, my #1 request is this:

I would absolutely LOVE to have you draw the pairing of Trafalgar Law x Monkey D. Luffy for me.……

Here are pictures of them, for your reference, along with telling you there are plenty more on google!!!! If you choose to take this route, I would love to see either some cute fluff with kisses and snuggles or some passionate romance, for these two are my otp (and in case you're wondering, in my preference, Law is seme/dom). I am also a fan of nekomimis (cat ears and tails) and mpreg~!


However, if you would prefer to do something Loki related, I understand. So, here is a small list for you!

Star! FrostIron! As long as Tony is the dominant to Loki, I will be FINE with it. Go as hardcore as you like with this one.

Star! ThunderFrost. :3 I like my Thor and Loki almost as much as Tony and Loki. Same with Thor being dominant to Loki. I like my submissive Loki. uUu I prefer this pairing a bit more fluffy, but go wild with it!

Star! Nekomimi!Loki. I love the kitty ears and tail on that pretty boy, and adding this to either of the pairings. YES PLEASE. HeartHeartHeart

I'm okay with giving out my personal information! I draw digital and traditional, sculpt, and craft (crochet, especially)!

Yaoi Meme

Sat Dec 21, 2013, 10:36 PM

1.When Did You Get Into Yaoi?

I was 12 years old when I first got into yaoi. -///D///- Yes, I know, rather young of me.

2.How Did You Get Into Yaoi?

A friend of mine introduced it to me, and well...I was hooked. My first ship was NarakuxSesshoumaru, and since that day, my list has grown.

3.For How Long Have You Been Into Yaoi?

Ten years.

4.Truthfully, How Obsessed Do You Think You Are?

I am an addict. I'm not crazed addict that I'm going to shove it in other people's faces, but I get all gooey and drool all over the place when I think about the man on man.

5. All Time Favorite Couple: 

LawxLu (One Piece). Always and forever my favorite ship. :love: LawxLu was one of those I never expected, and when I found it, I was smitten by how wonderful it was.

6.Five Top Favorite Couples After Your All Time Favorite:

DoflamingoxLaw (One Piece)
HannibalxWill (Hannibal)
SmokerxAce (One Piece)
DenmarkxNorway (Hetalia)
SuffererxPsiioniic (Homestuck)

7.What Yaoi Couple Do You Hate Above All?

PHINEASxFERB. NO. THAT IS SOMETHING I CANNOT STOMACH. I don't like the series, and just seeing disturbing to me. Not shaming anyone's ship, but...eugh.

8.Five Top Most Hated Couples After Your All Time Most Hated:

GamzeexTavros (Homestuck)
GermanyxSouth Italy (Hetalia)
AmericaxJapan (Hetalia)
MoriartyxJohn (Sherlock)
In most cases, DirkxJake (Homestuck). Only with Sharle is it any good.

9.What Five Yaoi Couples Do You Wish There Was More Fanfiction/Art About: 

LawxLu, of course, because I can never get enough.

SmokerxAce. I miss the pairing, and there isn't as much of it as there was.

SycamorexLysandre. XDDD It's hot!!! I can't help it!!!

DoflamingoxLaw. It's dark and sexy.

DoflamingoxLuffy. That ship is rather interesting, and I would LOVE to see more of it!!!

10. What Five Yaoi Couples Do You Wish There Was Less Fanfiction/Art About:

PhineasxFerb. Especially the know why from the above comment.

GokuxVegeta. I've seen enough muscly man dong to last me a lifetime.

GamzeexTavros. I'm sick of seeing it, to be honest.

ShrekxSpongebobxShadow. No really, guys. Stop. XDDD

AmericaxItaly. It's not my cup of tea. It's not the worst thing, but eh...

Loki-Hiddleston Secret Santa Wish-list

Wed Nov 13, 2013, 10:12 PM

Alright! Hello, my Secret Santa! If you are reading this, this is what I want for my request!

If you would be alright with doing ANY character, I would absolutely LOVE to have you draw Trafalgar Law for me.… Here is a picture of him, for your reference! If you choose to take this route, I would love to see a pin-up picture of him. Going Neko!Law would be good, too!


However, if you would prefer to do something Loki related, here is a list for you!

:star: FrostIron! As long as Tony is the dominant to Loki, I will be FINE with it. Go as hardcore as you like with this one.

:star: ThunderFrost. :3 I like my Thor and Loki almost as much as Tony and Loki. Same with Thor being dominant to Loki. I like my submissive Loki. uUu I prefer this pairing a bit more fluffy, but go wild with it!

:star: Anything rough and wild. I LOVE rough relationships. Give me blood and give me passion. :heart:

:star: Neko!Loki. I love the kitty ears and tail on that pretty boy, and adding this to either of the pairings. YES PLEASE. :heart::heart::heart:

I'm okay with giving out my personal information! I draw digital and traditional, sculpt, and craft!

Trafalgar Law Cosplay

Sun Sep 8, 2013, 8:41 PM

Sooooo~ Since you all know I am IN LOVE WITH LAW. UGHHUHUHUH. :heart: I decided that this year for Tsubasacon, a Trafalgar Law cosplay was perfect. :iconluffypie: IS COMING WITH ME, AND SHE'S GOING TO BE MY LUFFY. :heart:

This journal is for my progress, so I can figure out what all I need.

:star: = I have in possession
:star-half: = It is being shipped
:star-empty: = I have yet to get this/I have it, but it's still in process

My Cosplay: :star: DONE :star:

:star: Wig 
:star: Hat
:star: Sword
:star: Goatee
:star: Self-Tanner
:star: Boots
:star: Contacts
:star: Pants
:star: Coat
:star: Tattoos
:star: Earrings

:iconluffypie: Cosplay:
:star: Hat
:star: Costume
:star: Sandals

3DS Friend Code!

Tue Jan 29, 2013, 5:40 PM

Any one with a 3DS, I would LOVE it if you sent me a note with your friend code! I'll add you and give you MY friend code.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: How Do You Love Someone by Porcelain Black
  • Reading: Hanna Is Not A Boy&#039;s Name
  • Watching: TF2 SFMs
  • Playing: Amnesia: The Dark Descent
  • Eating: Steak and Rice
  • Drinking: Peach-flavored water

100 Questions

Fri Dec 28, 2012, 1:16 AM

100 Questions for a DeviantARTIST

01.] What is your pen name?

02.] What made you choose this name?
Fallen Star Artworks is my trademark name for my artworks. Pear has been a nickname for me for about 5 years now.

03.] Do you use PC or Mac?

04.] What programs do you use most often?
FireAlpaca, Paint Tool SAI

05.] Do you use mouse, or tablet?

06.] What color or color combinations do you find yourself using most often?
Black and Grey; Lime Green and Lilac

07.] What part of a picture do you put most effort into?
Inking the Lineart

08.] How long does it take you do draw a picture?
Depends on the size and the difficulty. Small take me 30 min - 1 hour; Big take me 1 - 5 hours.

09.] Do you keep your rough drafts?
Most of the time, yes!

10.] What font do you use most often?
Sam's Handwriting (my own customized font)

11.] When you scan your image, what DPI do you use?
I tend to use the lowest at 160, highest at 350.

12.] Do you do anything else when you're drawing?
Get on Deviantart, Skype, or Tumblr mid-stream; listen to music, nom on foods, drink on beverages, talk on the phone and rp.

13.] Approximately how many pictures do you draw in a month?
Depends. Most I've drawn in a month is 12. Most of the time, it's about 5 or 6.

14.] What kind of paper do you draw your pictures on?
Common sketchbook paper; digital program canvas

15.] What kind of paper do you use for rough sketches and drafts?
If there is a piece of paper in front of me, even a napkin, I'll doodle on it.

16.] How long does it take you to ink something?
Depends! I usually spend a lot of time on detailed inking. On paper, about 30 minutes. On computer, 1 hour to 2 hours.

17.] Do you do comics or fan comics?
I've started to make comics, yes! Fan comics in particular!

18.] Do you like comics? Are they fun to make?
I do like comics, but they are rather challenging to make.

19.] Have you ever submitted anything to a magazine?
Yeah! I submitted a drawing to Shounen Jump a long time ago.

20.] Did it get published?
I think so! :D

21.] Who are your favorite artists?
luffypie, Kiroji, Lisa Yuskavage, Mark Ryden, and orpheelin~

22.] Do you like anime/manga? If so, what are your favorite series?
Hell yeah! One Piece, Soulless, Blue Exorcist, Kuroshitsuji, Hetalia, and any yaoi manga.

23.] Do you like cartoons/comics? If so, what are your favorite series?
Yep! Adventure Time, Steven Universe, Regular Show, Invader Zim, Rocko's Modern Life, Hey Arnold, CatDog, and other copious amounts of 90s cartoons.

24.] Any artists that you wish you could draw like?
All the artists I mentioned above, including tenkaboutthebutts on tumblr. ;n; I wish I drew better.

25.] Do you read a lot of books?
Do you want to look at my bookshelf? I keep getting books, and I don't have room for them!!! I have to leave some of them at my daddy's house!

26.] Did you ever buy a book to inspire or teach you to draw?
Two. One on Chibi Animals, another on colouring styles with different tools.

27.] Any video games you enjoy?
Resident Evil series, Harvest Moon series, Prototype, Assassin's Creed, Team Fortress 2, Penumbra series, Animal Crossing, and Pokemon.

28.] Any favorite characters from video games?

29.] Do you have a favorite writer?
Gail Carriger.

30.] Any books you really enjoy?
The Parasol Protectorate series. :heart: The Ninth Life of Louis Drax is another of my favorites.

31.] Do you draw fanart?
Damn right I do!!!

32.] Do you listen to music while you draw?
Sure do~!

33.] Any recommended songs?
Live for the Night by Krewella; Panic! At the Disco; most of my 80s-90s music playlist

34.] Any other art websites that you really enjoy?
Tumblr, Mspaintadventures.

35.] Are there any websites that you go to everyday?
Youtube, Tumblr, Deviantart, Facebook (to rp), and MSPARP.

36.] What is your dream website like?
Deviantart mixed with Tumblr mixed with MSPARP for multiple fandoms.

37.] Do you like your own art?
Most of the time, until I go back and look at it about a month later and end up crying over it.

38.] What do you enjoy watching on television?
The tv shows I mentioned above. Including Hannibal and Supernatural.

39.] Favorite celebrity?
Mads Mikkelsen; what a hot...HOT HOT booty.

40.] Favorite color?
Lime/Pear Green

41.] Favorite food?
Pasta and Rice. Multitudes of toppings.

42.] Favorite drink?
Tea. Any kind of tea! As long as it's sweet! Or Ginger Ale. That's nice, too~

43.] Do you like to go shopping? If yes, where? And for what?
I do~ The mall. For manga.

44.] Can you cook?
Absolutely! I do it all the time!

45.] Any devices you use often for email?
Laptop or Kindle.

46.] Are you tech-savvy?
Sure am~

47.] Do you want to become a professional artist?
Most definitely!

48.] Are there any other jobs you're interested in?
Art Therapist or a Psychologist in general.

49.] Any other hobbies or skills besides drawing?
Writing, Sculpting, Photography, Painting, Sewing, Reading, just...making things~

50.] Do you like to watch movies?
Depends on the movie~!

51.] What's your favorite movie?
Howl's Moving Castle.

52.] Have you ever entered an art contest, here at DeviantART or otherwise?

53.] When did you start drawing seriously?
I loved to draw. Ever since I could grab up a crayon, I would doodle all over the place. I realized my talent in 4th grade, when I won an art contest and got a merit award for it.

54.] Do you use references? If so, for what?
Hand and pose refs are nice every now and then, but I'm a little unpredictable when it comes to that stuff. Most of the time, no, I don't.

55.] Are you a subscriber? If so, are you a beta-tester?
I'm currently a premium member, but I don't subscribe. I plan to be a beta-tester.

56.] Do you have a lot of net friends?

57.] Do you have a lot of friends that also draw?
Indeed I do.

58.] What time of the day do you usually go online?
All the time, every time, daily. Yep.

59.] Do you like to go to chat rooms?

60.] Do you have your own computer?

61.] What would you say to the person that you admire?
I love much. :heart:

62.] Does your mind wander when you draw?
What are you talking about? My mind wanders all the time.

63.] Have you drawn poorly because you think too much?
Yep. Sometimes, I draw poorly because I don't think enough, either.

64.] Do you have any friends who are professional artists?
Not in particular.

65.] Where do you often hang out?
My room.

66.] Are there any popular artists that you don't like much? (no need to name names if you don't want to)
Yeah, but we all have those.

67.] Are there any situations in which you really don't like being a DeviantARTIST?
Art theft, although I have yet to experience it. And all the damn drama caused over it...the fucking trolls, the haters...the list goes on. It's a reason I can't stand tumblr sometimes either.

68.] How about situations that make you love it?
Letting people see my art; posting up a picture to the world and sharing it with friends. Seeing all of us grow from beginners to being something special. It's amazing.

69.] What's the one thing that makes you grateful that the internet exists?
Sharing my art and meeting new people are two of the best reasons.

70.] Is there anything out there that makes you wish the internet didn't exist?
Trolls, flamers, viruses, spam....POP UPS.

71.] What's your first Deviation?
A picture of my character Queymixa back from high school. Jeesh...that was SO old.

72.] Any art you did prior to that?
Stuff I had on another account....scary stuff I did as a kid....and by scary, I mean horribly drawn. XD

73.] Has your style changed a lot since joining DeviantART?
Most definitely.

74.] If it has changed, in what ways?
The fluidity, the improvisions, more soul is present in my artwork.

75.] Have you experienced artist's block before?
It happens to the best of us.

76.] If so, how do you usually get out of it?
Ask people for ideas, read, or grab some music. Reading helps a lot.

77.] What do you do when you can't get out it?
Play video games, study, or read.

78.] Any Deviants that have influenced you a lot?
luffypie and Kiroji are the top two. They constantly inspire me each and every day.

79.] What made you want to start drawing?
I don't know. I just...I loved it. I liked that it gave me a release of my emotions and was always there for me when no one else was.

80.] What made you want to join DeviantART?
My friend, Alicia, and I ran into it one day. I figured, "Well! I would like to join this to see more art and to share my own!"

81.] Has anything ever made you want to quit DeviantART?
Not really, no! I love it too much!

82.] What do you think about netiquette?
Netiquette is IMPORTANT. It's always good to be polite to others. Give constructive criticism, no flames. Appreciate one another.

83.] Have you ever been spammed or trolled?
Yes. For my Homestuck OCs. It really pissed me off at first, but I came to ignore it.

84.] Ever thought about quitting art all together?
If I stopped making art, I would no longer have that joy...that reason in my life. I would be empty.

85.] If so, why?

86.] Do you upload high quality versions of your Deviations?
I try to! Sometimes, the quality will get killed, but it's a chance you gotta take. PNG is a good friend.

87.] Do you have custom CSS? If so, did you make it yourself?
Nah...wish I knew how to do that stuff a little better than I do.

88.] Do you have good vision?
Without my glasses, I am practically blind.

89.] If you can get anyone's autograph, whose would you get?
Mads Mikkelsen. He's such an intriguing man. I would actually like to sit down for some tea and supper and delve into his mind a bit.

90.] What would you say to that person when he or she gives you an autograph?
"I will treasure this. I find you to be such a fascinating person, and I know you will continue to be such an interestingly delightful actor."

91.] Do you like to draw on Oekaki BBS?
Eeeehhhh....not so much.

92.] Do you have a job?
Not currently.

93.] Did you take art in school? If so, did you do well? Are you still taking it?
I took art ALL the time in high school, and I continue to do it today. I've never made below a B, and I get mostly As.

94.] Have you taken art lessons outside of a school setting?
None. This is something I can be proud of myself for. I am where I am out of hard work and dedication.

95.] Have you ever drawn something just because it was the cool thing to do -- the hip new fad?
Nah. Never was into that junk. I draw what I like.

96.] What's your favorite phrase/quote?
"Reach for the moon, fall like a star, and lose yourself in the eyes of a dreamer." -self quote

97.] Do you present yourself differently online than you do in your real life?
Not at all, unless I'm rping. It depends on the people I'm around. In real life, a lot of people judge me, so I keep my true self inside. Those certain special friends, however? They know the real me. :heart:

98.] What's your goal now?
Improve; graduate college; write the novel I'm working on.

99.] What do you have to say to yourself?
Stop procrastinating; you're amazing baby, so stop being so hard on yourself.

100.] Lastly, what do you have to say to everyone who read this?
Everyone who reads this is amazing. Whether you are a beginner or not, you are an amazing person. Continue to dream, continue to reach for your goals. You have someone here who will be behind you to cheer you on!

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: If You&#039;re Not The One by Daniel Bedingfield
  • Reading: Soulless
  • Watching: pARENTING 181
  • Playing: Penumbra: Black Plague
  • Eating: Nothing Momentarily
  • Drinking: Nothing Momentarily

125 Questions

Wed Jun 20, 2012, 4:42 PM

1)Are you really ready for 125 questions?

Nope. C:

2) Was your last relationship a mistake?

Well, I'm in a relationship, and I haven't regretted it yet.

3) Do you believe in God?


4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?

My mama

5) Do you regret it?

Never!! I love my mama!!!!!!

6) Have you ever been depressed?

Everybody gets depressed!

7) Have a best friend?


8) Are you a boy or girl?

I'm a lady~

9) What is your relationship status?

I'm in a long-distance relationship

10) How do you want to die?

I want to be married and have kids before I die. I want to die doing the thing I love: making art. HOW I want to die...that's not for me to decide. :heart:

11) What did you last eat?

Angel Food cake

12) Like to go on walks?

Love em! Good opportunity to feel the outdoors and take photography

13) Do you bite your nails?

No...that's gross....

14) When was your last physical fight?

........believe it or not, I've never been in a physical fight.

15) Do you have an attitude?

I'm snarky, but I don't really have much of an attitude unless if someone pushes my buttons.

16) Do you like someone?


17) Whats your real name?


19) Are you gonna get high later?

O_o No.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?

Plenty of haters to hate~

21) Do you miss someone?


22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?


23) Do you tan a lot?

I don't tan at all...I'm I burn.

24) Have any pets?

2 kitties and a hamster. I want a guinea pig~!

25) How exactly are you feeling?


26) Ever eaten food in the car while you or someone else is driving?

That's the fun way to eat food!!!

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?


28) Would you take any of your exes back?

I have...twice now. XD

29) Are you scared of spiders?


30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?


31) Do you regret anything from your past?

Course I do...I regret giving my bio father a chance...he didn't deserve it.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?

RPing with friends, going to the flea market, drawing.

33) Do you want to have kids?


34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an E?

My brother, on the cheek...:I

35) Do you type fast?

I think I'm a pretty fast typer. :D

36) Do you have piercings? How many?

Both lobes, 3 cartilage in my left ear, 1 in the right, and a monroe piercing.

37) Want any more?

Sure! :D I love piercings~!

38) Can you spell well?

Most certainly.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?

Course I do....I miss a lot of friends who drifted away after I moved.

40) What are you craving right now?


41) Ever been to a bonfire party?

Yes, one. And it was awesome! Took beautiful pictures, had a cherry mountain pie, played 'Big Booty', and did a Charlie Sheen impression for a campfire game...killed everyone with it. XD

43) Have you ever been on a horse?

...I want to...VERY bad...

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?


45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?

Yep. =D=' I'm a bad girl.

46) Have you ever been cheated on?


47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

...once, and I felt bad cause of it.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?


50) What should you be doing?

Doing art trades.

51) What's irritating you right now?

The extreme heat outside...X_x I'm heat intolerant.

52) Have you ever liked someone?


53) Does somebody love you?

Of course!

54) What is your favorite color?

Green, purple, and teal.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

YEP. Mom made me...=_= Skirt problems.

57) Do you have trust issues?

Eeeehhhh....I don't know.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

My mom, yes. My stepdad, yes. My daddy, yes. My biofather, no.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?

Course he does...I'm dating him right now...XD

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?


64) Do you give out second chances too easily?


65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?


66) Is this year the best year of your life?

It's pretty darn good! Got my first professional commish!!!

67) What was your childhood nickname?

Sammy D.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?


69) Do you think you're a good person?

I do!

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

Of course I do!

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

Finished my Lokitty pictures.

72) Favourite author.

Way too many to count!!! Jeesh, uhm, Khaled Hosseini, Suzanne Collins, and Liz Jensen are all in there!

73) What is bothering you?

I don't think my artwork is good enough......XDDDDD

74) Have you ever been out of the country?

No, but I want to...VERY badly!!!

75) Do you play the Wii?

Yep!!!! Harvest Moon FTW~

76) Are you listening to music right now?


77) Do you like Chinese food?

Japanese is better, but yes!

78) Do you know your father's birthday?

Daddy's birthday is September 18th, Dad's is June 11th, and biofather's is August 30th, same day as my little brother's.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?

Actually, yes...I have to have a light's another psychological thing my biofather forced me into.

81) Are you mean?

I'm vicious if you're cruel to me...

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?


83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?


84) Do you believe in true love?


85) Are you proud of the person you've become?

Yes, I am. I haven't smoked tobacco, drank alcohol, slept around, done drugs. None of that. I'm a clean person, and I love the life I live.

86) Do you like the outside?

Sure do! ^u^ I love the outdoors~

89) Are you currently bored?

Nah, not right now.

90) Do you wanna get married?


91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

I guess it depends on who it is...

92) Are you hungry?

No way...I am STUFFED.

93) Do you have a bank account?


94) What makes you happy?

A nice rp, good yaoi pics, and my family.

95) Would you change your name?

I used to want to...but I've grown attached to it.

96) Ever been to Alaska?


98) Do you watch the news?

Yeah, but it makes my anxiety act up...

99) What' s your zodiac sign?


100) Do you like Subway?

It's okay, yeah.

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

......who WAS the last person I kissed....? My daddy, on the cheek. :D Nope!

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Opposite sex? What an odd question...wouldn't you think it would be juicier to ask if it was my best friend of the same sex...? :I And my best guy friend is my boyfriend....

103) Do you talk like your friends?

Uhhhh....I guess.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them?


106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

My boyfriend. =D=

107) Who is the last guy you talked to?


108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?

Of course it matters!!!!!! I get sick, really sick, around cigarette smoke...

109) Do you go to church?


110) What's going on between you and your best friends?


111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?


112)Do you like yellow? Yellow and orange are the ugliest colours ever....

113) Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?

Yeah!!!! I love piercings, and I may get a tattoo. Just....don't overdo looks gross.

114) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?


115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?

Lime Green.

116) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?

I sit in a bush and cry.

117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?

Eh, I guess it depends! Usually morning.

118) Have you ever said you'd never love again?


119) Do you want to please everyone?

It's my biggest flaw and my biggest strength.

120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

YEP. Found a lot that remind me of Loki...XD

121) Has someone ever made you a promise and broken it?


122) Are you alone?

Nah! Daddy's here!

123) Do you have any siblings?

Yep! My little bro and my stepbrother. I'd say that I had two stepsisters as well, but I don't know if they see me as a sister

124) Did you speak to your father today?

:D Like I said, Daddy's here~! I talked to Dad a couple days ago, and Brian....I haven't talked to him in years.

125) How many months until your birthday?


  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Bloody Mary
  • Reading: Catching Fire
  • Watching: Vera de Milo...OMG.
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
  • Eating: Angel Food Cake
  • Drinking: Strawberry Kiwi water

100 Theme Challenge REQUESTS

Thu Jun 7, 2012, 11:00 PM

Okay! So, you all know how I'm doing the 100 theme challenge! I have decided to give YOU ALL the opportunity to request a story!!!

My 100 theme challenge is based around the couples of Hetalia. Which means, you all can request a pairing and a theme to write for them!!!!!

I have 10 spots open! Get one while they last!!!!

1.) :iconkiibun: Pairing: Greece x France; Rating: SEXY; Theme 12: Insanity
2.) :iconmissladydemon: Pairing: Russia x America; Rating: SEXY; Theme 53: Secret
3.) :iconwindalchemist001: Pairing: Germany x America; Rating: SEXY; Theme 57: Sacrifice
4.) :iconkiathefox2: Pairing: Romano x Germany; Rating: SEXY; Theme 63: Do Not Disturb
5.) :icondesertkunoichi: Pairing: Spain x Romano; Rating: SEXY; Theme 50: Breaking the Rules (School Theme)
6.) :iconkiroji: Pairing: Germany x Italy x Japan; Rating: SEXY; Theme 58: Kick in the Head
7.) :iconwhistlebiower: Pairing: Spain x Romano; Rating: ~Fluff~; Theme 30: Under the Rain
8.) :iconxinck16: Pairing: Austria x Hungary (I GAVE HIM OPTIONS TO CHOOSE A HET PAIRING, CAUSE I LOVE HIM); Rating: SEXY; Theme 67: Playing the Melody


1.) IT MUST BE A YAOI PAIRING. :I I'm doing the challenge with NOTHING but YAOI pairings.
2.) Canon characters please! If they're in the manga or the anime, it goes!
3.) No OFF THE WALL pairings.....just....please.
4.) It can be anything from fluff to HOT SEXY TIMES

This is what I need from YOU:

Pairing: Dominant (Seme) goes first. Submissive (Uke) goes second.

2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Mein Gott
  • Reading: Catching Fire
  • Watching: Hetalia
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
  • Eating: Cereal
  • Drinking: Cherry Juice

Commission Information

Fri Feb 17, 2012, 4:31 PM

Sketches (one color):
headshot: $4 or 160 :points:
half-body: $6 or 240 :points:
full body: $8 or 320 :points:

Two Colors:  Add $0.50 or 20 :points:
Three+ Colors:  Add $1 or 40 :points:
Rough Shading:  Add $1 or 40 :points:

headshot: $6 or 240 :points:
half-body: $8 or 320 :points:
full body: $10 or 400 :points:

Simple Colouring w/Lineart: Add $2 or 80 :points:
- Minimal shading and base colors

Lineless Colouring: Add $4 or 160 :points:

Shaded Colouring w/Lineart: Add $5 or 200 :points
- Full shading and base colors

Chibis (full bodies)
sketch:  $2 or 80 :points:
full color:  $5 or 200 :points:

Please comment or note me if interested!

Here is a reference form:

1. Name of Character.
2. Description: Description of what you want in the picture. Place any references in this section.
3. Form: sketch, headshot, chibi, half body, etc.
4. Background: If you want a detailed background, an estimated fee will be given to you.
5. Note: Anything special, give a deadline if applicable.

  • Mood: Longing
  • Listening to: Ass Back Home
  • Reading: Blue Exorcist Vol. 5
  • Watching: MasterYorgi junk
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
  • Eating: Potato Soup
  • Drinking: Tru Moo